mypastmyfuturemylife

Please hear me, try to listen at me..
You always say that, you always say this is the last time

Look up, it's just me standing in the mirror keep asking you to love me..

I still feel like 5 when im thinking at you, for you im just your child in the paper.. But in the real life..
This is the real life, its no game.. Im not playing your game, cant take this much.
You making me cry, degret me for my life.. Hurting my heart, my soul.. Cant you see? iam in pieces.. Thousends of pieces,
you have hurt me to many times.. Im not blame you. I dont want to force you to act something.. Give me real love.
And please, i beg you.. Do not give me hopes when you just keeping me lose my trust for people..

And when I'm gone, just carry on with your life.. Dont come, its to late then..
You will always be in my heart. Even if i dont know you.. Who are you?

I keep teeling my self that its not my fault.
I know its not me..

I have a good heart and soul..


Dont come to me and wish the time to go back, or.. For the fact for myself.. I know that you would never say that, never im sorry my child. I will try to fix it. Never..

Just a slam, and sadness.. Tears.. Pain and emptyness..